Just to Process…

A little more than a year ago I wrote this and never published it; I decided to share it now that time has passed and I’ve been able to gain some perspective.

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Sometimes you just need to write things down to process.

Even ¬†though I tend to be cynical ¬†and distrusting of humanity. Sometimes the potential that people have for evil still amazes me. There are times when I’m exposed to truly horrible evil acts or suffering and I think “Dang Adam and Eve, they had to go and screw things up!”.

I wish I could truly experience a world like it was at the beginning. A time of constant intimacy with God, NO SIN, NO SUFFERING, NO EVIL!

It saddens me to hear about people who publicly profess faith in God but secretly struggle. It saddens me to see the broken pedestals and the rapid hard descend these people have. It saddens me to see the pain their family members and friends are forced to endure.

It reminds me that we are all flawed. It reminds me that it’s all about God’s grace. It reminds me that even the most “spiritual” person has a sinful nature that needs to be constantly submitted to the spirit of God and His word.

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